I had a date last night. It was … perfectly adequate. Yes, I am aware of exactly how bland that sounds. It was pretty dry. We met for drinks and talked for a couple of hours. I have to say, I had dated this man previously, and to be honest, I was only sorta into him before. I enjoyed his company and loved the way he flattered me, but for me the chemistry was never really there. I had realized months ago that he probably wasn’t ever really going to be what I wanted in a relationship. But, it had been awhile since I’d been out with a man and I craved the date experience, so I gave him a shot. And (surprise, surprise) it was still mediocre.
So now I wonder, am I wrong to occasionally still date this man because I like to be taken out? He doesn’t seem to mind, but I’ve never said to him that it’s not going any further than this. Also, am I wasting time that I should be spending doing something else? And if so, what?
(Sigh)
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